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2010

2010-09-30T00:06:00.005+08:00

I miss i miss i miss .
I want more happy days .
:):):):):):):):):):)

Goodluck for upcoming exams . :)

2009-12-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

2009-12-08T03:49:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone!
Claire here and I just editted her blog.

Anyway I'm here to update for JTBL as she's a lazy pig.

Jolina is my number 1 Fan and she loves me a lot.

K I was just joking <:

DO TAG HER.

xoxo,

Claire(:

2009-08-12T20:17:00.002+08:00

I'll hold you as close as i never ever had before .
Last of my last ,
872847.

2009-07-05T23:50:00.005+08:00

Tag replies :

/♥angang. : Annabelle (:
Re: Which annabelle ?
J(Jingyu): Nanpengyou: 2+3, HAHAHA, LOSER!
Re:Lol , what only la fishy . Go back to your fishytank ^^
Sandra's: Prettyyyyyyy! ^^ Sexxyyyy. Haha.
Re: No no . You prettier la . ^^
Kohwanxuan: sperm , dont disapponted la . sperm here (:
Re: LOL , i am not disapponted . I am disappointed . <;
CLaire: Bowlingggggggg <3 style="text-decoration: underline;">
shan:relink pls(:
Re: Okie , ^^V . Asap.
Jonyi: Hihi Jolina !
Re: Hello jonyi ! :D
Priscilla: Hello Pkb (:
Re: Hihi , lovelove ^^
Yu Min: hey! relink me at fifty-seventh@bs? Thank you in advance!
Re: Okie ! ^^V I will asap , welcome . <3 class="pn_std">Name: Urgent, do you have a elder sister?
Re: Hmm , yes . Why ? (:

Disappointed

2009-06-27T04:41:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i really do wonder who you really are .
Theres nothing more between us , anymore .
Not even a single bit .

170609fvcklove.

2009-04-29T21:35:00.007+08:00

(edited)

HAPPYBELATEDBIRTHDAY CHEANGWEILI(!)

My bad , i was busy working till i forgot all about it .

I'm sorry . Hope you are reading this .

HAPPY11MONTHSGKB , ILOVEYOU (L)

2009-04-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

Awaiting 12monthsary ; 240508 ,
Thankyou for everything you have done for me .
I owe you a million thanks and apologies .
For making you disappointed and giving you empty promises .
For that you were always there when i needed you the most .
For that you never fail to brighten up my everyday .
You are the best boy .
Ily , way too much .
Hohohahahehe .

2009-04-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

~~080409094955 , Secret .~~

2009-04-05T13:40:00.002+08:00

Credits : Kohwanxuan

2009-03-21T00:48:00.005+08:00

Mind you bitch .
Tongues Wag .
Gossips Spread .
Blame no others than yourself .
People around you aren't trustworthy either .
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Anyway links are sorted out already people :D
Quick tag replies (Starting from 16March2009)
CLaire: xie xie, tagged back <3 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" >
-Welcome siewmai .
joseph: yoo bao ling!
- Yo gayster , :D
Shihying: thankyou , :] haha ,
- Welcome honey .
Gabriel: Taggies for you ! : D D D
- Thanks uh .
CLaire: BOWLING !<3 class="pn_std">C.edric: HELLO jie! , jtbl : D
- Hello di , ctqj . Hehe .
kheng: paging for tbl, paging for tbl. Tagged. C: so gayyyyzx.
- Lol , pagers were out so long ago . Get a cell phone man .
frederick: hello
- Nihao uh . C:
atiyya: Thank youzxc ! NANANANANA !
- You're absoutely welcomed babe .
TATA , :D

2009-03-11T21:07:00.004+08:00

Phone confiscated .
Spare phone confiscated .
Sparespare phone spoiled .
Temporary no phone
Cos the screen cannot b seen .
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Wow , let me reply some tags .
But i think i am lazy .
So , THANKYOU FOR TAGGING PEOPLE ! : DDDDDDDD
I WILL SORT OUT ALL THE RELINKS/LINKS PROBLEMS ASAP !
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XOXO

2009-03-01T16:01:00.003+08:00

Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me;
It's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one,
You see

I'm not gonna write you
A love song
'Cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to
Stay
If all you have is leavin',
I'ma need a better reason
To write you
A love song
Today
Today, Yeah

I learned the hard way
That they all say
Things you want to hear

My heavy heart sinks deep down under
You and your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convince me to please you
Make me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one,
You see

I'm not gonna write you
A love song
'Cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to
Stay
If all you have is leavin',
I'ma need a better reason
To write you
A love song
Today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see
With daylight, my guide, gone
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one,
You see

I'm not gonna write you
A love song
'Cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song?
'Cause you asked for it?
'Cause you need one?
You see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
Or you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you
To stay

If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to write you
A love song
Today

- I can't define this love among us .
This time it gonna last .

> Passerby : Mind your words pb , kindly tag with your own name as stated in my disclaimer . Much thanks . C:

2009-02-28T17:17:00.007+08:00

[edited]
Phone ___________ again . ):

-What you see might not be the truth ,
And often what we missed out is reality .

Maybe what i have seen is not real ,
Coz' people always wear a mask t hide the reality .

But knowing lesser sometimes ,
Is better than knowing the truth .

2009-02-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

TWELTH FEBUARY ! I am coming ! {;
(i miss my dianhua . i won't lose you again {;)

2009-02-04T16:54:00.005+08:00

Feelings : Down .
Tuning to : Nicholas Tse - Let me die

Never go school yet again " .
Yesterday , had a match with BedokSouth .
Score : PRCS - BSSS
17 - 24

Came back with a limp on both legs , :/
Overturned and "somesaulted" quoted esther .
The last match is gonna be with CCHS , inserts sad face .
We won't get into the east zones alrdz .

& I was once taught this song :
Goodbye my east zones .
Goodbye my nationals .
We have worked so hard .
In the end no outcome .
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I miss the holidays .
I miss messaging you .
I miss talking on the phone with you at like superlate midnight .
I miss hanging out with sisters at superdog .
I miss last year when you celebrated my birthday with me .
I miss that outing at the beach .
I miss sharing my secrets with you .
I miss going out with sisters .
I miss last year class chalet .
I miss church camp .
I miss everyone in camp .
I miss ton-ing with sisters .
I miss christmas .
I miss watching the first movie with you .
I miss the countdown .
I miss all the one hundred and one things .

Cos' nothing can replace all those memories i have with them .
Ku ye ku guo , siao ye siao guo le . Ru guo jie guo hai shi zhe yang , na jiu suan le ba .

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2009-01-28T01:10:00.004+08:00

Aku sangkat rindu kau ;

Is this what will happen then ?
Can't we just change this fact ?
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You promise me a forever , but yet you let this go .
Don't hurt me further more , i can't take this anymore .
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2009-01-27T23:49:00.005+08:00

想喊你　卻沒敢開口
最後只有　留著淚看你走
我想問我　是否只願意就這樣放手
既然無法挽留　只好接受

從今以後　你要寂寞多久
誰能給予你　我這般的溫柔
也許是多慮了　你離開我會過得更快樂
可對於軟弱的我　回憶就足夠

分開以後　每當想到你　就會低下頭
緊握的手　不知過了多久
我相信你　也會有一樣的辛酸難受
都曾經深愛過誰　有誰能捨得

在離開你之後　想快樂也只是一種強求
一個人　怎麼過都是愁
懂得擁有　卻未必能讓你為我停留
最後只剩遺憾　拉住我不放手

OH~YA~

分開以後　每當想到你　就會低下頭
緊握的手　不知過了多久
我相信你　也會有一樣的辛酸難受
都曾經深愛過誰　有真的捨得

在離開你之後　想快樂也只是一種強求
一個人　怎麼過都是愁
懂得擁有　卻未必能讓你為我停留
最後只剩遺憾　拉住我不放手
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I will never believe in everlasting again .
Even when i fall , i'll learn to pick myself up without you anymore .
Though this road gonna be tough . I'll still walk this road alone .

I can't trust anyone anymore , cause i've lose faith in everyone .

Walk on . Live your own life . You wont need him .
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P.s : Tags will be replied asap , links too .

2009-01-13T16:31:00.005+08:00

V.SUPER LATE TAG REPLIES

YUMIN : Your link is ? {;
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2009-01-13T14:40:00.005+08:00

12 January 2009
Woke up at six-thirty , huhu .
It is like frigging late okay , need t travel neh .
Washed-up & prepared everything ,
Then cab-ed down t school~
Met toh at the bus-stop then went in ,
Ling was changing us t sit in two-s . Huhu .
HIGHHIGHHIGH !
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Then school end , mwhahahahahaha .
Went t lunch-ed with mel , star and star brother acc with luke.
Ate kfc , lol .
Then went up t library to study w/ these people.
Five , faust. came and fetch me t the toilet t change .
In NgeeAnn uniform , lol .
Jolina looks super-bly retarded , :/
Then train-ed to novena ,
cab-ed down to mediacorp .
Then went in and found our seats asap .
The qifen there damn high haoma ,
Hen duo xiao-ren and da-ren .
Then over there rehearse-ed the starting for over many times ,
Saw many celebrities , and Felicia was super pretty okeh !
Sat with the NgeeAnn people , lol . All were super friendly one .
Also , the chuachukang's people are also v.friendly.
Camwhored w/ them but no pictures :/
Cause Choo confiscated my phone in the morning , eff you manz .
Whatever . & Suki was super funny , and i know faust. loves him .
Starting adrian sing very jingzhang :/ ,
His supporters all damn sad .
then , houlai . Better liao , but he still got kicked out neh :/
Jarod's turn , he sung damn well okeh .
The judges also gave him high marks leh ,
Lol , but he cried :/
& Idk why , maybe he too happy neh .
Fyi , sitting beside faust. aint so a good thing ,
cause your eardrums will take its immediate effect
and lose its ability t hear anymore , <;
So it is wiser not t sit beside her oh .
Tsktsk , hoohoo .
After the whole thing , we had games and a break .
Then results came out and the worst happened still .
Finally , everything is over and we cabbed home .
Five people , five places , one cab .
Andand ! Home ! {;
& it was around one when i reached home .
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2009-01-07T19:20:00.006+08:00

SIXTH JANUARY OHNINE!
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2009-01-05T22:18:00.011+08:00

FORGET

Is the last thing i will do for you .
Cause you make me fell so deeply into you ,
But you left me waiting on the streets alone .
This gonna be the last goodbye that i'll ever say to you ,
The most definite goodbye boy , all shall end by now .
Goodbye my love , Goodbye my past .
&
Goodbye my boy .
EXPECTED
We've gotten MISSHUANG ! {;
She is haihao la , never really keep niam about attire .
The sitting arrangement kinda not xiguan lo ,
YOOHOO , i'm like at the end with this small boy infront ,
SHAHID ! Hahahaha , second row ._.
Wangdan liao , tmr got stupid attire check , ohno .
The new secondary-ones all hen cute la , LOL .
I want t make friends with them , but they all faster walk away :x
We had COMBINED RECESS , :/
Very noisy la , but it was 1h , so worth the noiseness , <; P.s : Thanks little humans that wished me happybird-day , & Thanks those that celebrated my bird-day {; So now all your bird-day presents also in my hands . Huhu , evil laughs* . I rule the world , ;B

2009-01-03T03:08:00.004+08:00

GOODBYE 2008!
HELLO 2009!

Hey people , much apologies for not blogging for years :/
Fyi to everyone , i have alrdy relinked & linked those who told me to .
It is the new year alrdy ! Hoohoohoo , omg tbl is finally 14 !
I cant wait to see the new secondary1's , teehoo.
& i am missing everyone from school damn much okay !
Well , i just hope next year will be a good year ahead for da jia ! {;
Alright , have to go alrdy . Goodnights people !
I'll update more often , promised ! <;

2008-12-24T22:54:00.010+08:00

You copy my name , it is okay bitch , just angry . :/

2008-12-14T22:06:00.004+08:00

Hi people ! {:
Just got back from campy-camp-camp ! :D
Hell fun okay , so firstly i want to thank some people .

JeanetteTanShuQi
Hey twinnie , camp w/o you wouldn't be fun , yea .
You really brightened up my everyday in camp .
Thankyou so muchmuch ,
You really taught me what true friends are . (:

CharleneGohXueLing
Hi charlene , you are like my bestbest buddy in campy okay !
We do everything tgt , even though in good or bad times .
Just thank you alot-y okay , bestbuddy!

ChuaWenXin
Hi wenxin , even though this is the first camp that i got to know you better ,
I found out that you have your hidden potential okay !
Dont hide ! Dont hide ! Come out ! Come out ! Hahahahah .
Everything shows when you performed on stage la , yea .
Even though we aint that close now ,
my next step is to become great friends w/ you babe .
Yea , god bless you ! :D

IsabelTan
Hi bella ! I am always sticking to you in camp horh .
Hohohos , but i know you are mostly busy , yea .
Being w/ you was hyperhellfun okay ,
Being w/ you in the same group was best ! (:
You really make this whole group so enthu. when we are like mute , yea .
A BIGBIG thankyou BELLATAN , you will still be my bella ! {:

Romeo/RyanLeeJunHsiang
Hey Romeo ! Thanks for everything during the camp ,
especially your small little post card that you gave .
It was really very encouraging and touching okay !
It was like : As you go to secondary school , be careful okay !
Got alot of se lang (colourful wolf -.-) who will secret talk and psycho you .
Hope you will stay strong and not give in . :D
Thank you so much-yyyyy la romeo .
Ohya and i am still juliet , Hohohohos (:
Thanks for everything you have advised me and do for me ,
I am really very touch-y lo , yea hell thanks !

NgMingJie
Hello our fun-bulous group leader ! :D
Thanks for your hypercrazzzy personality and your cold jokes !
& Also your wonderful postcard !
It was very inspirational & well-written ! :D
& You really brighten up the whole group day ! Yea !
I really hope we will see each other more often every sunday services okay !
Mwhahahaha , & also lastlong-y w/ your beautiful girlf. !

JoannaLim
Hello our another pretty&cute groupleader ! :D
Thanks for everything you have done for our group okay !
You are wonderful , super wonderful !
W/o you this group wont be as fun-loving & happy yeah .
& I also hope to see you in church every sunday , cause i scared i will miss ya :/
Hahahaha , yea so stay happy & pretty JOANNALIM , God bless ya !

JoannaHo
Hihi ! Thanks for bringing things for me up and down the church yea .
I am sorry , cause mafan you ): Laomao , you are also a great and friendly soul okay !
& Thanks for the pretty postcard ! I will cherish it yaw !
Hope to see you in church every sunday too yaw ! (;
Cause i cant wait to talk to you more often ! Mwhahahahahaha !

& Rest of the campers ,
Thanks for being so high , creating the atmosphere .
This was the most meaningful camp that i have ever had ! (:
Lol , yea thanks alot !

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Sunday , 14thDecember2008
Gosh ! I am so missing camp okay !
I am missing everyone laughters and smiles . Lol .
I am hell yea attending the next camp ! Mwhahahahahaha !
Alright , back to topic .
Morning had services in church then performed for the audience .
I think we did well , cause the dance moves was cool okay ! Hohohohos .
After church services , when for lunch at "idk what western restaurant" one.
Followed by , headed to tm and watched twilight . :/
Twilight was a good show , but they cut down many parts which make me v. confused .
& it has an abrupt ending cause it is like only the first book what :x
Rate it : 4/5 stars {:
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P.s : Have an ADVANCED blessed christmassy people ! C:

2008-12-06T02:19:00.003+08:00

Will not be posting lately ,
Will not be finishing any quizes , yea imma sorry :/,
Will not be replying tags currently ,
Will not be relinking/linking people too .
D:
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Schedule {Self.Reminder} :/
Saturday - Badminton&Meetup w/ schoolf. {Buy birthday present}
Sunday - Church services . {Hand up form & money for camp.}
Monday - Work.
Tuesday - Cannot remember.
Wednesday - Outing w/ schoolf.
Thurday - Camp.
Friday - Camp.
Satuday - Camp.
Sunday - Camp.

FRIDAY , 5thDecember.
3 S's , SORRY , SHORT & SWEET . :/
Wildwildwet outing w/ Zhangmin & Co.
Thanks for the ultra wet day people , it was awesome.
Next outing : Kbox {:
Yea , Kbox i am coming again ._.
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SATURDAY , 6thDecember.
HEYHEY JEANETTETAN!:D
HAPPPYHAPPYHOHO BIRTHDAY YAW!
Gawd , you are like same age as me now okeh .
Mwhahahahahahaha , but i am still the MORE childish one {;
Yeah , as i have said .
Live your life to the fullest today , it is your day babe .
You either let it go to a total waste ,
or make this day out of your fullest .
Anw , i will get you your presents .
Who doesnt want presents on their birthday right ?
So you betta pray hard to santa now that you will get what you wish .
Hohohohoho , your present is in my hands .
Bwhahahahaha , Go and pray hard yaw .
& LASTLY ,
HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYCHAOCHAOGAY SHENGRIKUAILE ,
I love you twinnie , {:
OHNO , From your tanbaolingTWINNAY!
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2008-12-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES since 12/November/2008.
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ESTHERRRR : Nihao uh ! Miss you more la , :/
jiajun : Hohohoho , ganmaaaa ! Gawddd , yea will link asap yaw !
dana : Hey , yea will relink asap yaw !
xuan : Ho really ? Whose your friend ? :/
joyce : Hey , lol . Tian , my face all gone , JO-TAN-BAO ! ._. Yea , wrking tgt babe ! {:
Melrize : Hola , do it asap yaw . {:

2008-11-25T03:16:00.004+08:00

♥ Dont tell me love , if all you ever know was infactuation .

I finally realise that actually you dont mean that much to me ,
Without you , i am still who i am standing here ,
all alone by myself whether rain or shine .
Do i love you , or was it all along me lying to myself ?
I really dontknow , but i know now my heart craves for someone else ,
That someone else that kept me thinking of him for long .
I want him back now , but i know it is impossible .
But thinking of him day and night , really makes me go insane .
Forgetting him was just fat hope , but what can i do ?
Yes , we belong to different worlds ,
people say we arent matching , alright whatever it is .
But i realised that now he meant so much to me .
Looking back at our past , make me shed for several nights .
But it was all too late to make things better .
Yes , too late .
If ever i had a time machine ,
i promise i would cherish you even more ,
hold you even tighter day by day
and never let you go .
But now , you are gone ,
yet constanstly remain etched in my heart everyday .
I want to be free , yes i want to be free , from you .
But i know i cant just forget you in whatever means and ways i've tried .
If i have a million wishes , what would it be ?
I would wish for you happiness for all .
I know i have learnt to put this past behind ,
and forget about you entirely from my mind ,
I will yes i will , one fine day .
But whenever you are now ,
I know a part of me will always be with you .
If santa is ever so true , then please grant me this one and only wish .
Please bless this someone that i have loved so much this year ,
and that's my only christmas wish .
I know now , being back with him is really impossible ,
But deep down inside ,
I know you will always be my first placing forever .
You will never be replaced ,
You will never be forgotten ,
And i will continue loving you ,
cause having you once was more then actually what i wanted .
--

Okeh , it is like three eh-am in the morning now yaw ,
Just cant get to sleep ,
So here i am blogging .
In the next few hours , will be meeting bee to study liao .
Sigh , wonder if i can wake up mingtian not .
Anyway travis , hope that you will have a safe journey aye .
I' will miss you like hell one la , dont worry yo .
I think i will go and get some sleep soony ,
if not mingtian can die heh .
Alrights , goodnight peoples !
Have an early night if you are invading my blog now ,
Sweet dreams yaw .
--

All night long (:

2008-11-14T08:27:00.006+08:00

Currently listening to : Lucky , Jason Mraz

13 November 2008 , Thursday
♥ Hey suckerr , you got hold of my heart once again .
Will you be mine forever ? Will you ?
I really want you , you are like my drug everyday , now and then .
W/o you , i would rather go back my old ways .
Yes i will wait for you , as i know one fine day we will be tgt .
Talking on the phone w/ you was such a bliss ,
how i wish i have spurted the three words out to you ,
but pride held me back .
Yes you are my forever , and it will only be the one and only you .
i never thought of letting you go anymore ,
i cant lose you like the past anymore .
As each day goes by , i will hold you tighter than the day before .
Despite all the quarels and disagreements against each other ,
we still walk till this day .
And today i wanna tell you how much you mean to me ,
How much i have always want to tell you i love you so much ,
It is really that much , that i cant bear to lose you anymore .
I cant believe that i am falling deeper and deeper into you everyday ,
Crying over you , trying to forget you was tough ,
But i am not gonna do those things again ,
cause i realise i need you more than anything else .
And again i am not gonna let you leave me ever again ,
You are mine , yes mine , now till forever .
--

As usual , called people and disurbed their sleeps once again .
Aheh , yes i was always evil yaw .
Lol , chatted w/ bee about thirty minutes ,
Then disturbed rene , and she was like
" Why you call me in the middle of the night ? " [ sleepy tone ]
" Call for fun mah , i call alot people also mah . " [ Laughing ]
" Huh ? " [ Hangs up ]

Then called siaolang & disturbed her .
Followed by , called t. to talk
Chatted from 3plus all the way to six plus .
Then around seven plus , headed off to sleep (:

Woke up at eleven , by bee's call .
Then quickly washed up , prepared and everything .
Meet bee at ehub ,
slacked for awhile , while wating for the rest to come .
Saw siaolang w/ sophia , lol .
They both very funny la , heh .
Keep on pushing each other and laughing crazily ,
Then met phil. , head on to ws and met the rest .

Got back to ehub bought tickets for " Madagascar 2 "
Gosh the movie was fabulous man , heh .
Gonna watch again yaw , laughs .

Then move on to elias , slackslackslack .
Lol , then around ninethirty ,
met windsor at loyang w/ bee .
Meet up w/ jeajiunn & co.
Bused to och , and waited for phil. & co.
Trip to och was so a haha ,
stayed there until tenplus , then headed off to bee's house .

Overnight at bee's house,
Cooked maggi mee , while bee talked to her plsx lo , hah .
Camwhored , chatted and it was a crazy night out .
Slept around fourplus and woke up several times ,
until pekchek dontwant sleep liao .
Bee went to school for nyaa ! Yeah !
I am invading her house now !
Mwhahahahahahahaha !
* Sticks tongue out *
--

Mixed up !{:

2008-11-12T20:00:00.010+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking instead ♥ ;

6 November 2008 , Thursday

8 November 2008 , Saturday

9 November 2008 , Monday

.___________.

Mediacorp trip w/ xuan , genny and wanyan .
All the judges were merciless man , heh choose top twelve only :l
Suckerrr , then went to toapayoh hub , makan-makan .
Took train back to tamp and bused to eastview there slacked .
until eleven plus then head home .
:DDDDDDDDDD
xiaolanggg : Hah , obama plays soccer ! {:

Takecares people , ♥

Tag replies .

2008-10-12T00:10:00.006+08:00

TAG REPLIES:
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Enjoy your holidays people ,
w.love.
tanbaoling.

Exams ._.

2008-09-27T18:21:00.003+08:00

I dontknow why cannot change skins ,
it states what format code cannot be open .
okay , whatever . hope tht it would work soony.

Rewinding back to yesterday.
Morning was raining heavily.
Wanxuan and shihying came to fetch me from the bus-stop.
Thanks alot huh . And we reached school just in time .
But end up got super ultra wet , cause we were like rushing and got splashed -.-

Reached school and had EnglishPaper1 in the morning.
It was manageable , but i think i wrote off point .
Cause i just know it .

During break , toh and i went to toilets to dry our socks and stuffs .
It was disgusting , but we still want them dry huh .
Stayed at staircase and revised for awhile then rush up for next paper.

MOTHERTONGUEPAPER1 .
It wasnt really that tough .
But i just manage to finish the paper ontime .
Wrote 3 pages for compo and situational .
Until hand very pain luhdey }:
But it is fine now . Hope so :/

Had maths supp , but didnt go .
Cause many people aint going anyway . Hah .
So went to ws and ate lunch w/ Toh & Co.

Lunching w/ them was super ultra funny ,
they make little things which are really nothing into real funny things .
so sorta have a happymeal .
Then went to meet Jingyu&Co at townpark.

We played swings and stuffs , then walked to ehub.
Slacked at ehub and camwhoreeed at the staircase .
All photos w/ kohwanxuan and co.

Thats all for ytd .
I am going to study now .
yeah , i am a good girl .
Goodbye peeps .

Late for school .

2008-09-17T20:45:00.003+08:00

HYPERHELLSHITZXCZXCZXC!:D
Today was late for sch , went to eat zaocan w/ bee.
Left and reach sch at about 9.50 and got scolded , detention and caught for attire.
Went back to class , had 2 tests today man .
HOMY , sure gonna fail them , i have this feeling.
Music lesson was holyshit .
Didnt prepared for the performance and it all got messed up.
And all we came up were weird tunes , like wdh man.
Art wasnt entertaining too , rather busy playing .
After sch , decided to go detention w/ bee since maths supp suck balls.
Detention was holyshitfun , many people were there to play yo. Heh .
It ended at around 4 cause ling happy w/ us heh , when we playing like craaazy hell(!)
Laughoutloud la , then wanted to go back class take something .
Ms.Eileen was like come in , wdh mans .
Had 45 mins of boring hell shit maths supp , really regretted going back .
After supp , had scolding again and whatever hell mans . Hate her to the earth core .
Then went to meet bee and teckheng and people.
Played volleyball and met new teachers yo . It was damn hell fun .
Volleyball isnt tough at all , heh .
After that was craps , met manymany people . And avoiding them .
Went to ehubby w/ beee , ate Mr.ChickenRice,
Cause we shunba nv to go SuperDog anymore .
Hohohohohos . Bee wasnt happy today , cheer up mans .
I will always love you one beee , you will still have me ! Laughoutloud.
Okay , that's all for glumpy wednesday .
Bused home , and homed .

Will post pictures on laterndayfestival on the next post C:

ALOYSIUS TAN!

2008-09-06T23:52:00.004+08:00

Friday
IM ALOYSIUSTAN! :D
Had a tough match w/ prs ,
and we lost . but it is okay la .
the seniors were great mans ,
they trash them out yo ! HAH .
After that went ehub w/ boyf and people.
Ate superdog yo ! Laughoutloud mans .
Then went home and change to meet bee and ong.
By the time i reached they wanna go watch movie.
Didnt watch MEETDAVE , cause watched before.
So trained to tm and watch one typical movie huh.
MakeItHappen , lol . The movie was nice la.
And bee started going craaazy shit mans ,
so we followed and went insane too.
We make stupid noises over all the advertisements ,
and laugh like lunatics . It is okaaay , there werent many people too.
Then we moved from seats to seats like giler people la.
oh , and suddenly one person tell us to keep quiet.
And bee was like mai kpkb la , got say cannot talk meh. HAHAHAHA.
Then we were all so hyper during the movie laaa , heh .
Then we ran to the mrt and sent ong home .
& She message said tht she was kidnapped ! Lol la.
Then we ran to ehubby again and ahbeeee saw someone.
Bee was like acting retarded laaaa , Hohohoho .
Bee superrandom cans , heh .
Then flew to superdog and we see the guy again .
Lol , i noticed beee keep looking uh . Heh .
No la , in fact we both looklook too . Gees .
Then we did some homewrk eh , and playplay.
Bee keep on going fuck your mother la , fuck your mother la.
LOL , super funny la. & we pranked call people and do insane things.
I sumpa love my ahbeee cans , homans . Lol .
Then we walkwalk around and walkup w/ the going down escalators.
And acted super retardedley la , then we bused home.
I love my ahbeeee alotalot can !:D

To :3
Can you please use your name that your parents give you can. Dont humji and show only emoticons la . My attitude sucks ? What about yours , take a look at yourself in the mirror cans. And dont call me to take a look at myself in the mirror cause i know that i am ugly and short but i like it. People dontlike me , your problem ? Spammers like you would only dirty my tagboard can . Scold me also please use your name , dont hum only la. Do you think you are really that good and everybody likes you , i am imperfect and you are too . Stop insulting people like people all loves you and you aint sucky la . They dontlike me, what can i do and it is so not your problem can . Oh and please spam people w/ better techniques .

To passer-by
What posts you mean anyway .

Friendly.

2008-09-04T22:49:00.006+08:00

FRIDAY, 05.09.08
Netball training and playing against PRSS.
Ohmytians , ji scary one oh. Hah.
& oh yeah 5Nations Competition, gna go this time.

Tag replies yo!:D

ESTHER : Gello , mama loves you too.
tzexin : HAHA , takecares mans you. ilyt.
joyce : TANMEIQI ! Hah , fate mah.
RUIYI : Thankyou.
YUMIN : Sorry for superultra late reply mans , and yes i went back C:
Joey2.1 : Hello hotbabe.
SHERMAINE : Lol , you and her okaaaay liao rights.
:3 : Eh , talk properly eh , i follow who . Say la . Nb.
Mandy : GELLO! : D
Priscilla : Yeapyeap BAOBAO ! <33>
Shan : Thankyou xingan !:D
queenette : Thankyou!
ESTHER : Relinked yo!
Xinyi : Thankyous yo , and your blog is ?
2816 : I am fine mans ! HAHA .
Huiyu : No man , you th hotter one la.
Atiyya : Atiyya is my hotsexy mei!:D
serene : Thankyou TANXINHUI! Heh .
joyce : Ohyeap , the wrld is very small indeed. Hmm.
JINGYU : TEOJINGYU ! I love lastmin WALL.E & SUPEDOG TOO! I love you cans !<33>

Ahbeeeee

2008-09-03T00:00:00.004+08:00

WALL.EEEEEEEEEEEEEE & EVAAAAAAAAAAAAA!:D
HAH , waited for teojingyu outside ehubby,
nv kua until her , then very pekchek somemore bo phone cans.
walked to publicphone , the queue superuper long cans,
got one grp of banglas trying all the digits to call -.-
wdh man , damn fckup lo .
walk back to ehubby entrance ,
then jingyu was like tanbaoling!
LAUGHOUTLOUD mans ,
then walk to coastasand ,
played w/ the comb thingy.
and w/ the colourful lights like retards.
Didnt went for ~~chalet~~,
But who cares about them yo.
& TEOJINGYU & TANBAOLING
was like randomly go watch Wall.E.
The movie was super adorable and sweet oh,
and we took pictures too , but is not w/ me.
The movie ended about 10 ,
then we both shivering machiam winter.
Walked to superdog,
the guy wrker was there like ytd.
Heh, then we ate buddies meal.
Eateat talktalk shivershiver.
And , oh yeah home.

P.S. I love teojingyu , ♥

S , bitch .

2008-09-02T17:20:00.002+08:00

Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeee people!:D
I am going to ~~chalet~~ now ho.
Laughs , shall post when i get back(!)

S, you are such a bitch.

Yesterday♥

2008-09-02T16:32:00.004+08:00

oh-it-was-oh-so-yesterday♥

Let the pictures do the talking instead.

They are my evrthing.

29oh8oh8 , god bless us.

25oh7oh8 , lovers for life.

Teach me how to smile. (Non-edited)

The foursome yo.
Camwhored th whole day with these craaazy people!
They brighten up my everyday mans , god bless them.
Had wonderful time going insane,
slacking madly at superdog,
went around asking people for numbers,
scolding and cursing,
camwhor-ing w/ people gossiping about us,
running down the going up escalators,
please dont ruin my memory,
i really do love them yo.
&god please bless them.

P.S. I ' M SORRY .
This is specially for esther,
i know it was my bad for not acc you to watch the comp.
but i really dont wish to go and had some reasons as well.
ook , and i am sorry once again.

Video clip (:

2008-09-02T16:04:00.003+08:00

Gello people , wanxuan sent me this video eh,Quite interesting , so i'm gonna post it yeah.ook , enjoy people ! [:

Lazy to post !

2008-08-31T14:43:00.001+08:00

TOO LAZY TO POST!:D

2008-08-21T22:23:00.008+08:00

#1 The first person who tag/pass you is?
; MelrizeNg
#2 Your relationship with him/her?
; Seconadry School friends
#3 Your five impression of her?
; pretty, creative , talented , fun-loving and smart
#4 The most memorable thing he/she had done for you ?
; donthave ho.
#5 The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
; donthave ho.
#6 If he/she become your lover, you will ?
; i am no lesboh. [:
#7 If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be ?
; i am still not a lesboh, trust me.
#8 If he/she become your enemy, you will?
; I dontknow mans.
#9 If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be ?
; Go ask her mans --'
#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
; Nothing ho.
#11 Your overall impression of him/her is .
; chiobuuuuu :D
#12 How you think people around you will feel about you ?
; Retarded and insane.
#13 The characters you love of yourself are ?
; Hmm, dont understand the question yo!
#14 On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are,
; Sadly, i still dont understand yo.
#15 The most ideal person you want to be is ?
; I love myself , i would rather be myself huh.
#16 For people that care and like you, say something to them ?
; thankyou yo people , lovelove <33>

xoxo-

Will post about the recent days as soon as possible yo!:D

Tag replies yo!
Joey2/1 : Heh hotbabe! Okaa, asap mans.
JINGYU : Hahaa , i love you more than you love me TEOJINGYU!:D
ben : Thankyou babe.
Priscilla(: : YOOOOOOO!:D
ESTHER♥ : Cheerup mans.
YU MIN : Ohgayy, i am fine babe! Okaa , asap huh.
Shirely : MAMA! Okaa, thankyou yo!
CiRdEc~didi : Yo di , haaaah. Okaa, asap huh.
Jessica : Heh, yo caca. Haah , i will be jealous , dontworry. Laughs. :D

2008-08-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

Tag replies yo!

Melissa: Thanks for the concern babe, i'm fine.
Joey : YOHO! Will link you asap babe.
JINGYU : aiai , i love you mans [:
SHERMAINE : Yeahs, same too preetty.
queenette : Suresure beloved daughter, link you asap huh.
shirley : Haaaa , what is your link mama! I forget ]:'
Shermainee : Helloshermaine, okayyy.
windsor : YOHO! Haha , touched right , heh . Iloveyou lah.
SHIHYING : Hello love.
RUIYI:D : NUERRRRRRRR!:B
priya : hello, will link you asap dude.
SHERMAINE : Haaaah , yeahyeah. 14thAugust huh.
serene : hellonuer, you are slimmer babe! take manymany cares oh.
ESTHER : hellonuer, iloveyou more than you love me cans , thankyous huh.
joyce : YOHO! I miss you babe , thanks for the tag alrights.
cheryl : Hmm,who are you mans. Okayyy, will link you asap.
yann : I love you too dardar , lovesloves <33
xoxo-
my daughters<33